I'm a slacker... I know.

I've actually been keeping busy.  When I'm not at work (whick lately seems to be never), I've been booking the nice little mini vacation that D and I are taking.  The hotel is booked, I've got directions for everything that we're doing.  I even found some coupons for places to eat (yay.. money saved!!).

I also had a nother creative spurt and did another wallpaper.  I do think I'm getting better at it.      Then I spent a little time trying to reorganize some of my Sims stuff, which I've come to realize is useless.  Oh well.

And right now.... well, I'm waiting for some laundry to finish so I can start packing to go to VA this weekend.

That's it in a nutshell. The only thing that happened this past week that was totally out of the ordinary and completely caught me off guard was my ex showed up where I work on Monday (he didn't know I worked there, he just happened to come in).  I did chat with him for a moment, and it was really awkward.  You see, when we broke up, I never really had the closure I needed and as a result never really got over him.  I was with him for five years, and was convinced that he was the one I was going to spend the rest of my life with.  Long story short, we broke up, and I met D with whom I've been with going on three years soon.

Apparently my ex is married now (which he would not come out and tell me, the wedding band and me doing some snooping around was how I found out), which kinda got to me a bit.  But I think I kinda might be glad I ran into him, ya know needing closure and all.

I spend Monday nite a big pile of jello.  This was the first time I felt the impact of breaking up three years ago.  I know it sounds weird, but it's true.  I went thru all of the emotions I should have had at the time in a couple of hours.  Sadness, emptiness, loneliness, hurt, anger.  For the most part I spent Tuesday in a pretty solemn mood.  But after going thru all of that, I finally feel like I can move on.

I gave a bit of thought on what the future has in store for D and I, and quite frankly, I don't know.  We've never talked about it, so I don't even know what his thoughts are.  But I think it's time we should at least discuss the possibilities.  I might approach it this weekend with him.  Or at least soon.

Well, the washer is dome and i need to get stuff out of the dryer and start packing.  I probably won't update until after I get back.

Have a good weekend!!!